
GURU’S MUTT:
You
will meet the Gnana-Guru when you have got over the thirty-six tattvas. He will let you enjoy Sivananda. He
defies description, and we can only content ourselves with stating that he
himself is Siva. Those who follow the guidance of the Guru will live in the
heavenly abode.
PRANAVA SAMADHI:
In
the Pranava (Om, the articulate
equivalent of the primal Sound), God enlightens the soul about what is seen and
what is hidden. Lift the veil dividing the instrument of intelligence from the
object of intelligence and enter into Pranava Samadhi. You will see the Light
that is God. All the lights emanate from Him, and it is into Him that they
finally dissolve.
MULA PANCHAKKARA:
The
Vedas and the Agamas are contained in the fifty letters of the alphabet. And
the sounds of these letters spring from the Pranavam, namely, Om. Namasivaya
(Na-ma-si-va-ya) is the Mula Panchakkara
which should be pondered over daily, morning and evening; it should also be
recited. It is well that it is learnt through a Guru.
SUTSUMA PANCHAKKARA:
The
five letters in Sivayanama (Si-va-yana-ma) signify respectively Siva, Sakthi, Jeeva, Mala and Maya. When the last
two letters “na” and “ma” signifying respectively Mala and Maya are removed,
the remaining three letters Si-va-ya signify the state when the soul is freed
from Mala and Maya. “Sivaya”, therefore, is
the Mantra which points to the position
when the soul is rid of its impurities and ignorance. When the soul signified
by “ya” loses itself in Siva and Sakthi, there remain only Siva (Si-va)
signifying Siva and Sakthi. The soul has now ceased to exist as a separate
entity, and has coalesced with Siva and Sakthi. Keep your mind fixed on Siva
and recite Siva, Siva, and so on and on. You will find, by so doing, that your
mastery over breath regulation is progressively increased. You will acquire
clarity of thought and purity of mind and attain God’s grace.
ADHI-SUTSUMA PANCHAKKARAM:
Recite
the Panchakkara, Sivayanama, and secure mental harmony and fearlessness. Then
recite Sivaya-Siva-Siva, and divine joy is yours. Do not forget that all your
knowledge of the Vedas and the Agamas reaches its fruition in the single letter
“Si”. If you keep on probing into this truth, your soul will achieve
liberation.
SIVA’S DANCE:
Siva
exists in all things, and we see His dancing everywhere. Dancing is His play.
This divine dance is of five kinds: Sivananda-kuthu, Sundara-kuthu,
Porpathi-kuthu, Thillai-kuthu and Arputha-kuthu.
Sivananda-kuthu
is the dance of Siva when, united to Sakthi, He dances in boundless space, far
beyond the frontiers of Gnana. When this dance takes place, the world and the
elements and the celestial music, the Vedas and the Agamas and everything else,
all these dance with Him. Out of this dance emerge His fivefold junctions.
Sundara-kuthu
is the dancing of mercy on the top of Sadasivam in the presence of Sakthi.
(This cosmic dance is seen in this world in the forest of Devadaru, in
Chidambaram and Tiruvalangadu.) It takes on eight variations Kodukotti,
Pandurangam, Kabala-kuthu. Ozhinatanam, mun-thandavam, Anavarata-tandavam and
Ananda-tandavarn. All the worlds come into being when this dance begins, and
are dissolved when it conies to an end.
In
Porpathi-kuthu, Siva dances with five heads and in three stages, —first, when
He assumes a form, the next when He is formless. and the third when He is
formless though possessing a form. This dance takes place separately on each of
the five elements. Those who witness it experience certain physical sensations
such as moaning, stumbling and absent—mindedness.
Thillai-kuthu
is His cosmic dance as Paranjoti with Sakthi as Tiruvambalam. Divine joy surges
over when He dances thus, facing the South; and, along with him, dance the fire
in His hand, His matted hair, the crescent moon over it, and this and all other
worlds. (Tirumular: “Following the guidance of my Guru, I saw this dance taking
place in my soul; I saw His dancing feet and the bells ;I heard the musical
notes of His anklets.”)
When
Siva dances the Arputha-kuthu, He has no form whatsoever, and His consort also
is mingled into Him as Tripurai. This dance is beyond the comprehension of
intelligence, and can be viewed only by those who have cast off Maya and
Ma-maya. His consort Umayal, who is the personification of eternal bliss, first
separates Herself from Him during this dance and then coalesces with Him. The
visualization here is that of Siva dancing before His consort, wearing on His
body fire, drum, beads, pasa, ankusa, spear, skull etc., representing the
meaning of the five letters of the Panchakkara, namely, Si-va-ya-na-ma.
Siva
in all His dancing forms is known as Nataraja. The Nataraja form depicts the
following: the drum, creation; the fire in the hand, destruction or
dissolution; the raised hand, preservation or sustentation; the raised leg,
Anugraha or bestowal of grace.
AKASA—PERU:
When God is worshipped as the Pranava, Om, the body is
Chitakasam: this world and all other worlds are Purakasam: Ahakasam is
Sivagnanam: the great light is Sivakasam. The summum - bonum of
witnessing the dances of Siva is to see His form in space. God as Truth will
manifest Himself when one attains tattva-Gnana. (Tirumular: I was wandering in
the wilderness under the erroneous impression that “I” and “Siva” were
different entities. I could not see Him as long as this impression lasted. It
is from Him that “I” arises, and when I got to know this truth, the “I” slipped
away “.)
SATYA - GNANANANDA:
When
the effects of twofold Karma are dissipated by experiencing pain and pleasure,
when the soul regards pain and pleasure with equanimity, neither fearing the evil
effects of evil deeds nor desiring the good effects of good deeds, it enjoys
Satya - Gnanananda. Those who have cut down all the ties, those who have seen
that which remains inaccessible to all the religions of the world and stand
under His light, get Sorupa-Udayam. Such men are affected by neither pain nor
pleasure, and never once deviate from the happy path shown by Him. What does it
matter to them if the skies fall down or if there is a deluge? They are mingled
into Siva, and, therefore, they need neither entry nor exit. They have no
existence other than that of Siva. When soul and Siva are thus mingled into
one, Para-Mukthi is attained.
A TALK FROM THE VOID:
Six
streets. The first lane that cuts into them has four palmyra trees. There is a
ladder which is difficult to climb. However, I used this ladder and climbed up.
From the top of the trees, I saw the seven seas. (Exp. Six streets_ Aradhara;
the first lane Muladhara; four palmyra trees -the lotus in the Muladhara with
four petals; ladder- Sushumna; seven seas - seven groups of living beings.
I planted brinjal seeds, but a sour species sprouted up.
I dug into the sand and pumpkins came out. The astonished gardeners bowed to me
hurriedly and ran away. In the end,
however, these plants grew banana fruits. (Exp. Brinjal seed—- Yogas; sour
species---Vairagya (unswerving determination); dug into the sand --probed into
the eternal verities; pumpkin -Siva; gardeners- sense organs; banana
fruits- liberation of the soul.)
There is a farm
where grows a cow born of five seeds. No one realises the purity of this field.
One can enter it only if one is blessed with God’s grace. (Exp. Five seeds—five
sense organs; cow—soul; field-—Tirodhana Mala.)
Three ploughs and three acres of land. Fools! Why do
they not put up the bunds, bend the tongue, thrust the point deep, and plough
the central field? What folly is it that they
should plough the barren field with their legs tied to chains? (Three
ploughs—the flow of breath through Ida and Pingala and in the Sushumna: three
acres of land—the triangular Chakra or Centre in the Muladhara; put up the
bands--Pranayama or breath regulation; bend the tongue—block the throat;
central field— Kundalini Yoga; tied to chains--- entangled in worldly
attractions.)
Seven
wells and two water-bailers. The elder brother lifts the water, while the
younger brother diverts it into the field. If water does not flow into the plot
where seedlings grow and is thus wasted, it resembles the hen of a public
prostitute. (Exp. Seven wells - Aradhara and the Amrit (Divine Nectar) in the
Sahasrara; two water-bailers- Ida and Pingala; water—Amrit: plot where
seedlings grow—Sushumna; the hen of a public prostitute-- a thing which is not
under the effective control of a single person.)
Twenty-four
cows in the pen. A second herd of twelve cows in two groups of seven and five.
One can get a big pot of milk from a single cow in the second herd. But the
Parppan gets a cow only from out of the twenty-four in the pen. (Twenty-four
cows in the pen—twenty four Anma-Tattvas; the seven cows in the second herd—the
seven kinds of Vidya-tattvas; the five cows in the second herd— Siva-Tattvas;
Parppan— soul.)
The
goldsmith’s house has a wooden loft, and in it a red bud has blossomed. There
is a circle in it which contains a truth. Amrit springs from this circle. The
goldsmith is very careful in retaining the Amrit. (Exp. Wooden loft—- skull;
red bud— cell; circle --- Pranava a truth--Panchakkara; Amrit Sivananda.)
The soil in the seed-plot is eroding. The field is
flooded. If, however, ploughing is done with a good cow and the seed-plot is
sown with Vellari seeds, a bumper
growth of seedlings can be had. (Seed-plot—human body; the flooded field—--
mind; good cow --Prana or breath; Vellari
seed—Bindu-dhyana; bumper growth of seedlings—-moksha or liberation of the
soul.)
They have done manuring, ploughing and sowing. They
scratch the ground so as to enable the seedlings to sprout. And then they cut
the crops and harvest the paddy What a waste of labour when they can eat
cooked rice straight from the crops! (Manuring -Suddha - Vasana; ploughing-
undergoing distress; seed—Mona; scratch the ground— make an effort; seedling—
the beginning of Mona; to bring out- to control the Vishukthi; cooked rice —
Amrit; paddy-the fruit of Kameeyam.)
They
plough the salt-marsh in vain. Even if some seedlings manage to come out, they
will soon wither away. How is it that they are not aware of their useless
effort? (Saltmarsh — trivial matter; seedling --effort.)
A
tent with a fox-hole in it. In this tent, put Pasa into the fire, burn it, and
then perform tapas for a very long time. It you do so, a woman will appear.
With her blessings, you can live happily in the tent. (Fox-hole--mind; tent-body;
fire -Siva; woman—Sakthinipatham.)
One
day it rained on the hill. Deer herds pranced out. A fruit fell down from a
bunch. The blacksmith was heating iron in his foundry, and poured Amrit on the
iron when it became red-hot. (Hill- Meru; rain — the flow of Amrit; deer —
soul; fruit — the soul’s experience; blacksmith — Siva; foundry — His grace;
Amrit — Sakthinipatham.)
There
are five mlich-cows in the Parppan’s house. No shepherd for grazing them. They
are let loose and are running about madly as they please. But when their
madness abates, they are quiet, and give plenty of milk. (Parppan --soul;
house—body; five mlich-cows— Panchapranan; milk—Sivananda.)
Five forest-cows, thirteen lions, two themas and nine thippilis. If they are caught, the enemies in the mind cannot grow
more powerful, and then ways can be found to subdue them. (Five forest-cows
Panchapranan; thirteen lions—five Gnanendriyas plus five Karmendriyas plus
Buddhi, Siddhi and Ahankara: two themas—to
view pain and pleasure with equanimity; nine thippilis — Sravaram. Kirtanam, Smaranam, Sevai, Archana, Adimai,
Vandhanam, Sakyamand Atma-nivedhanam enemies Kama - krotha - lopa - moha -
madha -matsaryas; way—--vairagya.)
A
small girl interpreted correctly the meaning of what is written in an unwritten
book even as the bee which is not hatched from egg drinks honey from a flower
that has not come out of any bud. (Unwritten book -Veda; a small
girl—Chit-Sakthi; a flower that has not come out of any bud—Jeeva;
honey—Ananda; the bee that is not hatched from egg— the Jeeva afflicted with
cares.)
It
is a false exit; the entry is a false seed. Those five men ate fruits from a
blackcherry, and lived on the top of the roof. (False exit— Resaka: false
seed—Puraka; blackcherry-- body; fruits—the fruits of Karma or Iruvinai; five
men— Gnanendriyas; roof—body.)
A
margosa tree in a bamboo bush, and embracing the margosa is a palmyra tree.
Under the palmyra lives a snake. None is bold enough to drive the snake and eat
the margosa fruit. The margosa tree, therefore, does not benefit anyone.
(Bamboo bush— mind; margosa tree— Siva; palmyra tree—Tirodhana Sakthi; snake—
ignorance; does not benefit anyone—Sivananda is not attained.)
In
the forest, there are ten big tigers and fifteen elephants. Ten man are playing
there. Also there are five skilled men, besides three groups of three, five and
six. What a strange company! (Ten big tigers—Dasanadi; fifteen elephants— five
elements plus five Tanmatras plue five Karmendriyas; five skilled men-- five
Gnanendriyas; three men—three Gunas; five men—five Avasthas; six men- six
Vigaras.)
There are two rams in the village. They belong to a
shepherd. If only he could press them together, they will become a single ram.
(Village—body; two rams—Resaka and Puraka; shepherd—jeeva; a single
ram—Kumbaka.)
There
are many who think the most of clothing, food, oil, ornaments, waist-string,
bangles etc. Such men fall down into the deserted well, like the cloth blown by
winds from the hill-top.
They
sit not beside the lily-pond and eat the sumptuous food laid on the ground.
Instead, they are standing silently with drawn faces.
The
sun peeps through the cracks in the eastern sky, and the birds are singing. He
is still embracing her, unwilling to come out of the trance. (Exp. Only those
who can rise above the weakness of the flesh and grasp Siva can enjoy His
bliss.)
MONA-SAMADHI:
Those
in the state of Mona-Samadhi can see the entire universe within themselves
without moving an inch. They never experience pain, for they are merged in
Siva.
Ananda
should be felt by the mind; it cannot be seen by the eyes. A woman cannot
explain the joy she shared with her husband to her daughter. The sweetness of a
fruit can only be enjoyed by eating it. Only a husband knows the charms of his
wife. (Tirumular: “Therefore, I shunned all disquieting thoughts, sat down and
searched within me calmly. I have bound myself to His feet. Siva can be comprehended only by those in whose
mind the waves have ceased to beat. Mind as an instrument becomes superfluous
to those who have reached His feet. They commit no errors; they do not smell;
their sense organs are quiescent; they are sans bias of any kind. The Supreme
Being is everything. I am one with Him. I do not need any system of
metaphysics. I am not afraid of anybody. I am treading the correct path with
dignity. I have consumed the fruit of Namasivaya. I am still enjoying its
sweetness. The three of us, my Father, Mother and I have become one entity. If
the God of Death dares to approach me, I shall kill him with the sword of
Gnana. But if Siva appears, I shall go with Him.
Siva
removed the disharmony in me. He freed me of my physical limitations and took
me under His protection. When I experienced Him, it was like drinking honey and
sugarcane juice. But I drank again, and found that the honey and sugarcane
juice had turned sour! And then my mind closed down. My tapas ended. I ended
everything, and attained the state where the mind ceases to work and the mouth
closes in silence.